Wednesday, March 28, 2007

I have made a mess of my emotions. Maybe I don't want Clint most. When I listen to hip hop music I can't stop thinking about Kenny and it makes me crazy. When I am online I am always playing this game that Mike got me addicted to. I miss having him call me Kit Kat Bar. I loved that. But the thought of Clint not coming with me tomorrow is unbearable, though I know he wouldn't bail on me. I hate that there is a good chance he will ditch me for Emily on Friday night. Katie may or may not still be mad at me. I realized just how much Mike is still infatuated with Emily tonight. Cripple is still indifferent to me. The only time he liked talking to me was when I was dating Mike. I am not feeding his little game with Katie anymore. Sure it was entertaining, but I am so sick of him calling me high school when he acts as high school as it gets. I spent a good portion of time defending Clint to Mike tonight. They seriously dislike each other, because of me and Emily (I have a feeling more because of Emily honestly). I truly believe what I said to him though: No one else knows Clint like I do. No one. I don't know what I want. What do I want? Tell me what I want! I want Mike to call me Kit Kat Bar.

Labels: Kit Kat Bar

Virginia Faith at 11:41 PM

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{xoxo}

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