Monday, July 31, 2006
Rejected again. Strike one million nine thousand five hundered and one. It's a good thing I don't live by baseball rules. If i did, I would have been out a long time ago. Why is it this hard? It wasn't this hard when I fell for the nerd with the long dark hair. It's almost enough to make me miss that. Almost...
Virginia Faith at 6:29 PM
Monday, July 24, 2006
Maybe at some point I will figure out a name for him, but at this moment of time I am so tired that all I can do is think about how little the muscles in my body want to work, about how I really hope I am not a snorer, and how I am gonna have a bruise on the side of my head from being kneed by someone in an orange (pronounced or-ange, not ar-ange) sleeping bag.
Back to the point, my nameless love, well at this point his isn't quite a love, I just like how it sounds to call people love, which is a result of watching Pirates of the Caribbean too many times, and I just noticed that I ramble a lot when I am tired....
The point--He is either incredibly imperceptible, or he is uninterested. I am hesitant to believe the later for two reasons. The first, the obvious reason, is that I am possessed enough to believe that I am attractive and question any person who passes on me, though given my relationship with rejection you would think I would believe the contrary. The second is granted this person's relationship with rejection, he might like to have a name to put in that little black book of his.
I flirted relentlessly with him all day yesterday. He may have just thought I was being myself, since I do have a reputation to be flirty on a regular basis. But since I was flirting with him more than anyone else in the room, that would be a tip off, yes? Apparently not. I suppose since I never used to flirt with him, but I have lately been very flirty, he has absolutely no reason to sense an attraction. Makes sense to me too. I'm glad we are all on the same page now...
Virginia Faith at 8:08 AM
Saturday, July 22, 2006
When I am unhappy, I eat. But I will not be happy until I am thin. Talk about the most vicious of vicious circles.
Virginia Faith at 11:00 PM
Friday, July 21, 2006
i'm looking forward to seeing you at sunriver.
i've been practicing hard, so it'll hopefully be worth your trip!
see you soon,
It is unfortunate that Chris O'Riley is too old for me. Maybe he will go for my mother.
Virginia Faith at 4:19 PM
Thursday, July 20, 2006
Yesterday I was in a car, and I saw another car drive by that from the front looked just like my mystery man's car. When I saw the back of the vehicle, and the driver, it was obvious that it was not him. Not two seconds later, as I was making a slightly disappointed face to myself, my mystery man did drive by. It was the strangest coincidence ever.
Virginia Faith at 12:24 PM
Monday, July 17, 2006
I came to school this morning irritated because it was Monday morning. But as I walked through the doors of this not so luxurious school, there was mystery man, holding the door for me. I hardly recognized him at first glance, mainly because it was so out of context. But the more I think about it, the more, it really isn't out of context at all. Come to find out, I could have seen my mystery man everyday last week. Always disappointments with this one. Unfortunately, that is how it always has to be. And--now I may have to be forced to choose between time with guitar boy, and time with mystery man. Grumble....
Virginia Faith at 7:53 AM
Monday, July 10, 2006
I have now done two things I would not do under normal circumstances for this guy. (1) I created a myspace. (2) I ate a hamburger! Yes, I, for the first time in my high school experience, ate a hamburger. I wasn't going to eat the whole thing either, I mean this thing was huge. But no, "You have to eat the whole thing. I've got no plans today. We aren't leaving till you eat it all." Oh yes, I ate the whole thing. All I have to say is, take it or leave it, I still don't care for meat very much.
Virginia Faith at 2:40 PM
Saturday, July 08, 2006
So much for making an effort to get along with and be nice to my mother. Apparently common sense is above me. Yeh, that's makes me feel very intelligent. Just keep 'em coming.
Virginia Faith at 8:28 PM
I had a lot of fun tonight, I honestly did. And I will now take the time to apologize for being crabby, jealous, and unnecessarily cold to a person who has always been friendly to me, even when I don't think she really wanted to be. -My sincerest apology.
Virginia Faith at 12:31 AM
Saturday, July 01, 2006
I saw him again the other day. Only this time, it was even more unsatisfying. He didn't even know I saw him. It was from far away. Why do I keep running into him when I least except it? Talk about cruel and unfair.
You might think you know who my mystery man is, but let me tell you, you are wrong. You have no idea.
Virginia Faith at 3:18 PM
Name: Virginia Faith
DOB: February 22
Heros: Christopher O'Riley, Joshua Bell, Bond(the string quartet), Vanessa-Mae
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