Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Geesh. What a day. Everyone knew it was coming, it was just a matter of when. And of course, no one like to get their heart broken. I am glad we finally talked, but at least before, how ever improbable, I had no facts to spoil my daydreaming. All of that thinking I have been doing all this time -- for nothing. Not to be cliche or anything, but how can something that feels so right, be so wrong? Well, no more can be done. Just remember that if you ever change your mind, I'm still here. That's that

I have no doubt there will soon be another infatuation. More to come...

Virginia Faith at 9:22 PM

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Tuesday, January 03, 2006

I was wandering around my house in boredom, when I saw my purple binder of piano music that I played in middle school. I opened it up and I started to play Solfeggietto. As I was playing, all of these memories started coming into my head. The first one was when I had first moved in with my Father in seventh grade and we were at Maytan's looking to purchase a piano. I was playing the minor part of Fur Elise on the pianos to try them out. I remember the man who was helping us out was impressed. But I also remember thinking he must have been an idiot and definitely not a pianist because if he were he would have know that I was playing a very simple passage of a very famous piece that every wanna-be pianist plays.

Then I got to the development into the first big chord part, and I started to remember how when I told my step sister I was thinking about moving back in with my mom, all she could say was how selfish I was, because my Father had bought me this nice piano when I moved in. And the more I thought about this as I was playing, the angrier I got, and the piece just accompanied my emotions so appropriately. It was like I was playing the sound track to my thoughts.

Virginia Faith at 3:28 PM

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