Tuesday, June 26, 2007

I re-read an old conversation tonight. April 7, 2007, two amazing guys fought over me. The things they said about me for 25 pages, they were amazing. But I can't help but fear that the one that is much nearer no longer feels those words. He mentioned countless times how much he adores me. But I'm just going to say it, I don't feel adored. I try to get him to flirt with me, to try and seduce me, but nothing seems to work. I am afraid to talk to him because I can't handle hearing that he doesn't adore me anymore. As long as I ignore it, there is a chance that is isn't true. I don't want to confirm one of my biggest fears.

It's been a month since he told me he loves me. I still love him.

Virginia Faith at 2:59 AM

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{xoxo}

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