Friday, May 11, 2007

My jury went really well today. I played, i finished, and..."You played much better today than you did on Tuesday." I'll say. I told him I could play better. Sometimes he just doesn't listen.

I saw my old Pakistani friend Mikaal today. Man did I miss that boy. It seems though, no matter how hard we try, we can never keep contact and then we go a year with out seeing each other and magically we just end up in the same place at the same time. It is a mysterious relationship really.

I used to have a huge crush on him if you remember, and I did find myself thinking, well I suppose I could still date him, after all I am in an open relationship. But seriously, how dumb would that be to get involved with another guy for three weeks and then end it. Not a good idea. I don't even see a fling happening because honestly most of the guys I hang out with are relationship guys more than fling guys. The one that is not, for reasons passing my understanding, doesn't want to. This is why there is absolutely no reason for the open relationship deal, it is just unnecessary.

And as I sit here writing this I find out that none of this even matters because my boyfriend may be taken away from me. I don't know when, where, or even for how long. God dammit I am so fucking sick of drama.

I am already losing one friend in a week. I cannot handle losing the two people who are right now my closest friends at the same time.

Virginia Faith at 5:45 PM

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