Thursday, May 10, 2007

I realized today that I have lost track of my goal to be thin this summer. I don't remember how it was so easy for me to stay motivated the last time. Just another 30 pounds, that's all. I would love to be able to wear a bikini this summer and show off my cute belly button piercing (that I don't have yet). It would be awesome to start next semester and when everyone sees me again to get this awesome dropped jaw expression about how much thinner I look. I find that it is actually easier for me to lose weight when I am not dating anyone. It was the year that I didn't hook up with anyone that I was able to lose that first 30 pounds. I think I get into this mind set that is "I have a guy, why would I need to lose weight?" Now I want to do it for me, not anyone else. Come to think of it, there are a lot of things I should be doing for myself more. Sometimes I care what other people want too much.

Virginia Faith at 2:00 PM

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