Friday, May 18, 2007

I am a terrible person. That's what it comes down to. I used really poor judgment, and that is unlike me. But now, it comes to this: There is no one else I want to be with. Not even a smidge. And honestly, it will kill me if he does end up being with some one else in this little "probation period" as I am choosing to call it. I had a taste of life without him earlier in the week, and I didn't like it at all. Honestly, at this point of my life I cannot function with out the guy. I went

The truth is though, he did some not okay things tonight too. Guilting and pressuring are not okay. Not to mention I don't particularly like being tested.

We will make it through the month, and eventually all will be fine. But right now I am sad, and he is my comfort when I am sad, but I can't go to him. This is one of the worst parts.

Virginia Faith at 1:03 AM

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{xoxo}

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