Saturday, May 05, 2007

I am in a situation with no good endings. I am in a room with no windows and no doors. I am choking on my own tears. I am bitter toward him for putting me in this situation. But being bitter will only make it worse. Love is a horrible thing. I don't care what anyone tells you. I wonder if in two years when I think back to my life right now if I truly will miss it like I do with every other time of my life. I think there is one part that I will miss, and that is the part that I already miss. I am so tired of crying over this. I got a break from crying Thursday and Friday night because I was actually happy. It is genuinely amazing how quickly things turn around. I am physically exhausted from this. My throat hurts. My body can not healthily take this much longer. I have lost friends, I have lost loves, I have lost self-esteem, I have lost happiness. Is it worth it? I just don't know that it actually is.

Virginia Faith at 11:46 PM

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{xoxo}

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