Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Today has been an awful day. I woke up and I was so tired from talking to Nick on AIM until like 1:30 A.M., which I have been doing pretty much every night lately. I went to school and slept through most of my classes, again. But I wanted to leave Reno High early today because I had a class at UNR that I wanted to prepare for. Normally I would just leave, with out a care in the world, but today I had a test in my last class. So I went and asked the teacher if I could come and take the test in an earlier class. I see people come in and take tests during our class all the time.

"Can I come in and take the test in third period?"
"No. Thats ridiculous."
"Fine."
And then I walked out on his ass. Jerk.

After the test I went home and practiced frantically for about twenty minutes. I was extremely stressed out, and i go to put up a knew AIM away message and I see a message from Katie.

"We should probably talk at some point, Virginia."

I hate it when she says my name like that at the end of a sentence.

Then I go to my lesson, which wasn't that bad, as it it never is. But it was still stressful. After my lesson I go down the orchestra room for class, I sit down in my seat and the teacher looks at me.

"What are you doing here? Isn't there an Allstate rehearsal today?"
"Shit."
Shit shit shit!

I get there and give them the old "I had a flat tire." excuse. It worked. Then I go to teach a lesson, which is fine but boring, especially on days I don't get paid. I leave and Nick calls and tells me something came up and we can't hang out tonight. I was fine with everything else that went wrong today. But this was just so heartbreaking and disappointing. I really wanted to hang out with him tonight. I miss him. Talking on AIM just doesn't do it the same way. And now I may not get to see him at all until maybe Tuesday, and if not then, another 5 days. This sucks. I miss him. And now I am going to stop writing about this before the wetness in my eyes becomes crying.

So after that I called Mike so see what he was doing. If I can't hang out with Nick then maybe I can see my other man. I call him and he is doing laundry and then he had a meeting for the Sagebrush at 8:30. No mike either. How is it that I am seeing like 3 guys and I can't see a one of them tonight?

I'm sad, disappointed, and lonely......hum, I'm gonna listen to some Grandaddy.

Virginia Faith at 7:01 PM

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{xoxo}

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