Sunday, April 08, 2007

I Like them both. But I like one of them more. I can't help but think this is going to end in tears. God knows it started in tears. And every time it comes up between now and June it is gonna make me start to tear. I know it will. I just can't help but think that Mike is going to break my heart, and I am gonna break Nick's heart. (Nick D, get over it!) I like Mike so much. But I know he isn't going to want to be with me much longer. So somehow I have to cherish every last moment, while still trying my hardest to lessen my attachment to him. My strategy for doing this is by slowly decreasing my attachment to Mike and transferring it to Nick. Like a Balance, and right now there are 80 M&Ms on one side and 20 M&Ms on the other, and one by one the M&Ms will be removed from one side and replaced on the other. That is the only way I can see this happening peacefully. I am like 98% sure I will have no trouble strengthening the bond between me and Nick. That will be easy and it is inevitable. But I fear I will have a hard time lessening my feelings for Mike. What will happen is I will have to buy more M&Ms to put on Nick's side because we will still be getting closer, but I won't be able to take them away from Mike's side. I think I can manipulate my own thoughts to make this work though.

Virginia Faith at 11:14 PM

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{xoxo}

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