Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Today while I went from class to class, there were a few people that I could briefly say, "Yeah, Mike decided he didn't want to date me anymore." But there was no one I could sit and tell the whole story to. This is an unfortunate situation because that is one of my big ways of coping: I need to talk about it. So by my third class I felt like shit and decided to start randomly writing my thoughts on a the back of a sundry paper writing in any and every direction.

After this strategy, talking about it with a couple people, and seeing him today, I have come to this conclusion:
1. Part of the reason he didn't want to date me is because I'm a high schooler.
2. I am pretty sure The Cripple had a contributing factor in Mike's decision.

This being said, though I feel like I have had no closure and will there for not be able to fully get over Mike, I will wait until he returns from his summer internship to push for any reuniting, that is if in fact I do still have feelings for him.

Another interesting event this evening:

Clint: If we do every hook up, lets not tell Katie.
Me: But Katie is the biggest advocate of you and me dating.
Clint: I know. That's why should hide it.

This may seem inconsequential to some, but to me it says that Clint does in fact think about the possibility of a Me and Him. There is potential there. This was a refreshing dialogue, because before I felt like for sure there was no hope. When it comes down to it though, Clint and I are compatible.

Virginia Faith at 10:15 PM

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{xoxo}

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