Sunday, March 18, 2007
This relationship is causing me large amounts of stress earlier than any other relationship I've been in. There are four reasons for this:
(not in order of importance)
1. I hate Annie.
I don't even know Annie...pretty much at all. But I don't think she likes me, and I feel threaten by her, not to mention a general intimidation. It didn't help that on my first date with Mike she came to his house just to yell at him.
2. I may or may not be attracted to the cripple.
Mike is absolutely more attractive, but Nick (cripple) has a very attractive personality. That's not to say Mike doesn't, because he does. But Nick is so arrogant and there is just something about the whole asshole complex that I totally dig. Not to mention that boy has been through so much in a mere twenty years. I hope that I will have as many kick ass life stories as he does at age twenty, throughout my whole life. I was totally flirting with him last night, while also flirting with my boyfriend (DANGER WILL ROBINSON! DANGER!) It is still bothering me how much more Nick flirted with Katie even though I know that if I weren't dating one of his closest friends, he would have been hitting on me too.
3. I am in high school.
Granted a couple of other people in the circle are dating high schoolers, but they are never around. And I hate that I am in high school. It is cramping my style.
4. There is an enormous amount of history between Clint (Mike's co-worker) and me.
I can not tell the difference between when Clint is being jealous, and when Clint is being protective like a big brother. But last night, he was being clingy. He would not leave me or Mike alone. If I moved to one side of the room, he would follow. And where it totally wouldn't surprise me if Clint didn't even know he was doing this, it was really annoying. Mike and Clint do not get along, and I know I am responsible for that. But both of them have to realize that neither one of them is going anywhere anytime soon. Mike is my boyfriend; Clint is one of my best friends. What could have but didn't happened between me and Clint in the past is just that--in the past.
Virginia Faith at 5:39 PM
Name: Virginia Faith
DOB: February 22
Heros: Christopher O'Riley, Joshua Bell, Bond(the string quartet), Vanessa-Mae
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