Saturday, January 06, 2007

Maybe five months is just too long when you are my age. I I am getting tired of the whole "boyfriend" thing, or maybe it is the boyfriend I am getting sick of. So I decided to make a pro con list. Both sides are pretty even, though there is currently one side that is ahead. But there are a few points that just stick out. I really like hanging out with his friends and if I give him up I give up his friends too. One of my biggest insecurities is my stomach, but he makes me feel thin (not because he is obese, but because he tells me my stomach is flat). I have put so much effort in this relationship trying to make it work, for nothing? But on the other side there are some things that sick in my mind. I'm not even sure he actually likes me. Sure he tells me I am beautiful, but that just brings me to another "Con" point--I don't feel like he is a very sincere person. I think it is possible that with Jim I am just settling, and that I deserve someone better. But the thing that perhaps sticks out most to me, is that I am still pining for someone else.

Virginia Faith at 12:15 AM

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