Friday, December 15, 2006

They don't understand. No one understands. The one thing I wanted to do today more than anything was to see Nick. I was prepared to see Nick. I was willing to do anything to make it possible to see Nick. But it didn't happen. The worst part is that it could have happened. I know they all miss Nick too. He is one of all of our best friends. But Nick and I's relationship and history go beyond just best friends. And that is why they can't understand the emotion it produces when the tease me about something so serious to me. It breaks my heart to think about not getting to see him today. And it breaks even harder when I think I might not get so see him until Tuesday. Sure I wanted to go bowling too, but it wasn't the bowling. It was the lying and the let down. I came home, still crying thrashing through all the food in my kitchen praying that there is some kind of comfort food. But I had done such a good job of making sure everything in the house was healthy. The closest thing to comfort food I could find was Minestrone soup and that just wasn't doing it for me, which just made me cry harder. I had been counting down the days till Nick's return. Every day I'd say to Ross __ days till Nick comes home, until finally nick is coming home today! I kept imagining in my head the huge hug I would give him, but right now it just fells like I am never going to get to see him.

Virginia Faith at 11:42 PM

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{xoxo}

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