Wednesday, December 27, 2006

As soon as something happens to make me happy again, or I get my thoughts togather enough to make myself become content, you people purposely try to piss me off again. What do you have against me? The first thing I need when I walk through the door is not critcicm. Stop questioning my decsions, stop questioning my judgment, stop drilling me about my past present and future. Let me live my life. This constant rutine is beginning to make me physically sick. There is something seriously wrong when I don't feel like by boyfriend likes me because he doesn't tease me. What does that say about the standard I have grown up in and lived in my entire life. I am done trying to please all of you. It is time to start pleasing myself more often. Why is Jim the only person who understnads this? He has known me for a lot less time then any of the rest of you. Why is he the only one who gets me. It is like I am suposed to constantly impress you. I don't have to impress Jim. If I did I would shave my legs more often. I can be myself. Just let me be myself.

Virginia Faith at 11:28 PM

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{xoxo}

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