Wednesday, April 13, 2005 I think it's cute how I have names for all of my male love interests. I do this for two reasons: (1) I don't always want that person knowing I'm talking about them and sometimes I don't want anyone to know who I'm talking about for that matter, and (2) I like to keep a certain amount of ambiguity within my thoughts. For example there's Prince Charming, and Other Boy, and I will be adding Previous Love Interest, and who could leave out The Cutest French Horn Player I've Ever Seen(that one isn't so vague..too bad). Of course that entire intro was just to set myself up for talking about - what else?- boys. Prince Charming has some definite character flaws that would be very difficult to handle. I will refrain from mentioning them. But also, I was talking to him today, shocking, and he mentioned that he doesn't date. Well, I'm not really sure I would want to date him anyway. However, I was slightly disappointed. Now I feel like him as a possibility has been thrown out the window. Is this goodbye for Prince Charming? Stayed tuned..... I have recently lost much of my tolerance for Previous Love Interest, and this had caused me to drift away from him a bit. I am very saddened by this because many of my high school memories are shared with him. Of course we are still friends but I just feel like through the last couple weeks we lost something. Then there's the Other Boy. I fall for him again and again every single day. I wish more than anything that somehow every time he tells me that he's not attracted to me that he were lying. That would make me extremely happy. But back to life. That's not how it works. Que pena. Now if Mr. French Horn could have just fallen in love with me at Allstate then my boy problems would be temporarily cured. I'd get to date The Cutest French Player I've Ever Seen and I wouldn't have to worry about the above three at all. Too bad that didn't happen. Demasiado malo. I may never even see him again. How sad is that.....? Virginia Faith at 4:48 PM ------------------------------------------------- {xoxo} |
![]() Name: Virginia Faith DOB: February 22 Hobbies: Music Heros: Christopher O'Riley, Joshua Bell, Bond(the string quartet), Vanessa-Mae
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