Sunday, December 12, 2004

Time is against me. So I think to myself, time to straighten out my priorities. But really there's nothing I can give up without disappointing someone. The only thing I can change is honors English, and I wouldn't give that up if I didn't have to because in the long run, that would have really helped me (what with AP and all). And this also means no Pops orchestra; and even though Haskell decided to help me work something out with marching band next year I'll really have to consider things before I just go and do MB. I did, and have many times, considered giving up band all together, but I've never been able to push myself to do that. I can't give up something I love. But on the other hand it is in the way of more progress I could be making on the violin. I think the biggest problem are these dreadful visits to Fernley I'm obligated to make. If I were in Reno right now I wouldn't be stressing about a scale sequence I wasn't able to practice this weekend because my music is at home. Because obviously, I would have it, and every other belonging of mine. I would have my computer with my files allowing me to make my next essay draft, an assignment that is due tomorrow. Now I will be up later than necessary finishing homework as I am every Sunday after I've been at my dad's house. This is my biggest waste of my time. But I can't do anything about it because my father is the source of 90% of my belongings and I'd be living the life a poor girl if I neglected him. Grrrr.....

I really need this winter break.


Virginia Faith at 2:16 PM

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{xoxo}

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