Wednesday, December 15, 2004
I didn't want this to be a blog where I just vent about the shitty things in life but it seems that is exactly what is has become. I guess that's just because of how things are going for me right now. I trust the break will give an upside to things. But for now here it is...
I really try to be ambiguous about problems involving other people, but it's going to be tough with this situation. So I'll just say that I may be quitting Jazz Band next semester. But I hate giving things up, because then I feel like I'm missing out on something, which I will be. Not to mention they will have to find a new bass trombone player, which is not an easy task. I feel like lately I've just been quitting things I really enjoy. I'm not a quitter. But this is not the point. It bothers me when I'm not the best at something, and Jazz band is getting in the way of that. It also bothers me when people give others credit I deserve. It also bothers me when I am not included in the things I want to be a part of. It also bothers me when people don't think very highly of me. These are the real things that are bothering me tonight. I don't know what to do. There should be a way to fix any problem, right? Well, I'm having a hard time finding a solution that will make me happy.
Virginia Faith at 9:07 PM
Name: Virginia Faith
DOB: February 22
Heros: Christopher O'Riley, Joshua Bell, Bond(the string quartet), Vanessa-Mae
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